So I think I finally realized why I HATE high school.
Its because I expect wayyy to much out of it.
But thats the thing its just high school.
Going to show you LOVE.
Always going to make sense.
Always going to be fun.
Full of ONLY nice people.
Its not THE BEST YEARS OF OUR LIFES.
Going to show you HEART BREAK;
This way when we find that "One" we will know, &we will know hes different from all the others.
Going to be TOUGH;
But really, its only going to make you stronger.
Going to be STUPID;
But out of everything your faced to do in life you are not going to enjoy some of it.
Full of MEAN PEOPLE;
People are going to make you cry, and make you feel bad, but those are the people you are going to realize you dont need in your life.
But once you find things you dont want to surround yourself by, or people you dont want to be arround, you will realize things are going to turn out okay.
THE BUILDING BLOCKS FOR THE BEST YEARS OF OUR LIVES;
Its preparing us for times we are going to enjoy, once we get our stuff on track, &once we are finally independent.
Soo I am going to lower my expectations of high school.
&Hope the rest of high school turns out alright.
&If I mess up, atleast I know I am going to learn from it.
&If I mess up, I will realize it on my own time.
Trust me, I AM NOT STUPID. I have a brain.
I know what to do with my life.
&If I hit rock bottom, then we know the only way is up, but until then, it looks to me that things are going okay!
BECAUSE YOUR JUST AS FAR IN AS YOU'LL EVER BE OUT.
Summer has been fun lately. I kinda like it. Alot.
Summer Cel is ok. I dont really enjoy the music they have there, so I just walk around the carnival. The fireworks sucked on the 4th. I saw some really cool people there the two nights I went, for examples; Ashley, Jillian, Nicole, Jessie, Jodi, Carly Sko, Michelle, Amber, Nick, Chels, Mal, Scott, Sarah, Julie, Cam, Tyler, Alyssa. :) Those kids rock. (Sorry if I forgot you.)
I had a really dumb soccer meeting tonight. Made me really mad. :(
I hung out with Chels last night. She's pretty cool if you ask me. :)
Well...stupid eye appointment tomorrow. Wanna hang out when its done?
I have been PRAYING so much for some freaking courage, and I havent gotten any.
AND I really need to tell this person something really important, or otherwise I will live with this stupid regret wondering what I would have done if I told them. :(
Will you help pray? Please.
And if you need prayers, tell me. I'll return the favor.
You Make Me Wanna Smile
I Want It To Rain Right Now. :)
Grand Haven has to be one of the coolest places ever. I went there
today with Danae and Andrea, like all day. It was soo nice out.
Some fun things from today:
-The rocket. (The pic isnt working, I might post it later.)
-Random guys honking at us.
-The black and blue stripped car going in circles.
-Ghetto 12 year olds.
-Old basketball players hitting on us.
-Can you hook us up with some subway?
-Did comdom boy ever come? No but cowboy boy did.
-What the fuck, ass bitch.
-Get crunk or die.
Omgsh today was so much fun. Danae I'm so glad you can finally drive. Seriously. I missed you.
Heck yes. The internet works again, FINALLY. Its sad that I missed it this much.
I have a crush. Who'd of guessed. I fall wayyyyy to easy.